i believe GOD created the world in one of his blackouts

Friday, April 6, 2012

Sweet love


Beautiful things are never so near
And now i am standing here
Lost in the crowd
I want to be there
Where we can hold hands 
And walk a mile


In the eyes of my love 
You are flying 
With the wings of childish innocence
In the garden of my heart
Smell the wild fragrance of the flowers
The sweet love beside the lake
And the magical three words
Echoing our senses


The twinkle in your eyes
That lights up my dark sky
Something in your smile
That my senses cant stop dancing
To the tunes of your laughter




A wish to be together
A wish to share a smile
A wish to share a tear
And a dream to come true 

Wednesday, March 21, 2012

Do you know


Do you know you are being watched?
Do you know you are being watched?
When you switch off the light
I am under your sheet
In the darkness
Staring at your soft skin
The forbidden areas of your thighs


Do u feel the cool breeze 
Gently smelling your fragrance
I am looking at you
Above your shoulders
In a way like never before


Do u feel the gentle touch 
When the first drop of water
Touches your lips
Rolling down your toned assets


When you walk alone the lonely street
Do you feel someone is following you?
Do you feel the chill bones in between your fingers?
The fingers sketching at your back?
Do you feel me 
As i lay weightless above you
Constantly watching you
And even right now
Behind your back

Above your shoulders
And underneath you...............


Tuesday, March 20, 2012

II

People have watched you nude
Arise from the coffin
The breath of the dark sufferings
Shattered the inner soul
The burning fire extinguishes
Leaving behind ashes
The only possessions left
After the beautiful storm
Makes you much stronger
Love making scenes edited
Destroys innocence
Hard to keep abtract possessions
In a world of complications
Taste is not a friend
Not the herb,nor the alcohol
In the saloon
The barber uses sharp blades and scissors
Everything is changed

Choose your army
Fight the demons
Relax under the sun
Time is a reference
For the vivid occasions

Fear when not conquered
Is a crazy ping pong
It comes back to you
Gaining speed and power
Crush it
Do not throw it

The universe is like the sea
Never takes anything
Take a hold
Be bold
Shout and realize
I am here to see

Monday, March 19, 2012

Lonely Windows

The night was dark
Couple of stars shone
In the spotless sky
I could figure out the cold moon
Through the polluted smoke of desires
The distant quarrel
From the neighbouring windows
Supressed by the moaning and kisses
Of a newly wed couple


Facebook was logged in
The connection was slow
I sipped my whiskey
And surfed through your album
A wave of guilt engulfed me
This cannot be the end



Its 3.30 in the morning
The mood was set
Cool breeze were running free
Like wild horses set free
A soothing sound came from the amplifiers
We laid back
Surrendered ourselves to dire straits
The girl was intoxicated
And was waiting for me
I kissed her innocent lips
She smiled drunk and passed out


I stood by the lonely windows
Gently filling up my lungs
I feel lighter
I see myself driving
Moving fast towards our fate
Turned my world upside down
And before she could kiss me the last time
She was gone
Love is much like a rose
Willing to draw blood
In its defense.....

Sunday, March 18, 2012

I

Keeper at the gates of love
Frightened at the site of blood
Restless and curious
The never-ending battle
between feelings and reasons
I ll show you the way
I ll never let go
I ll never let go
Seeds of love
I shall plant them
In your heart they would grow
Life is short
Lets not waste time
Climb the walls of fantasy
Keep your feet dry
And head high
Kiss the last time
You never know
We will meet again
C ya soon..my love.......

Saturday, March 3, 2012

A picture of subconscious


I make visualizations in my head ...The songs really took me off to my designed place...
Where i am with the winds flying to the mountain peaks...
The stars shining in the spotless sky..
Needless to say i am with Mary...holding her hand and walking along the sea shore..
She looks damn bful in dark green....
Her eyes can damage you..they say..
Her flame is always up and the music never stops....

I feel like travelling between my parallel worlds..Locked up in confusion as time flies by..
Wish these stupid stuffs would go off my mind..its so much easier to remove these shitty worries than become a slave to it....
None can be a rebel unless they have revolted against their own minds..

Our mind is a bag full of lost rare jewels..Most of it are fake and exist coz of momentarily pleasure.....only the rare pure ones need to be worn to shine the soul....

Sunday, February 26, 2012

Long Lost Love

I climb the thoughts of myself
Drenched in acid rain
And warmed up in desert smoke
I look up at the night sky
Your dreams have pushed aside the moon
The window frames
Burned down by our long lost love
You have walked down the lonely road
Now its my turn
To follow your scent
That once used to make me high
I have a wicked nose
I have a broken heart
Lets believe that eagles
Sometimes fly low
In search of his love
Lying wounded and lost in the grounds
I found you
I kiss you
I am sorry
The warmth of your breath
Wraps my heart
Deep beneath the depth of your eyes
Lies the serene beauty of a different world
Foolish enough not to feel the light
Foolish enough not to fly with you
Foolish enough not to hold your hand...

Sunday, February 12, 2012

A Wish

Sometime back, somewhere
I stop down the highway
I see the lamp
I see the shadow of an old lady
Are you lost my boy?
So i said
Who the hell are you?
She smiled
A wise smile
That has fought and won
War of tears and pain
I smiled and said
Leave me alone lady,i ll find my way
So there i was
Worms of ego feeding on my body
Into the darkness

So i continued into the dark
A few steps down the road
I met a guy
He was weak and cold
He was asking for a ride
Are you okay dude?
You look like shit as fuck
He laughed
The sound crippled my senses
Its like the most horrible of all
I looked into his eyes
It was so familiar
It was so strange
And then i remembered
A sudden halt
A sudden feeling
As if i am strangled down and down
Into the darkness

My silent prayers to the temple of darkness
A wish to help find the light
A wish to help find the sun
A wish to help find myself

Beyond Your Dreams

I like to ride the butterfly
The butterfly that has your colours
Of pain,sorrow and happiness
She would take me to the place
Where you reside beyond your dreams

The perfect place where
Sunrays would slip through our fingers
The stars kiss our love
Echoing through the mountains and
Into the green fields on the other side

While we bathe in the sacred waters
I see the birds from the neighbourhood
bustle into music of overwhelming bliss

I ll open to you the gates of dawn
Will pour the twilight into your bosom
Come my sweet child,my princess
Come before my closed eyes
Touch me gently
Kiss me warmly
Take me with you
To the place
Where you reside beyond your dreams

Friday, February 10, 2012

Love

Love is freedom
Love is real
Love comes with no pain
Love is deattachment
From worldly feelings
Love is not artificial
That you ll possess
Love is beyond boundaries
love is a food for the soul
Jealousy,possesiveness are friends
Who backstabs at the end
Love freely
Love without any doubts
We are made for each other
Easy to say
Takes a lifetime to feel

Wednesday, February 8, 2012

The Ancient One


Into this night
We are here
Playing a little game
He said i can talk to the ancient one
He said i would recieve a call

So I waited for days
For an unexpected email or letter
With a mysterious name

Have you seen little kids play?
Have you noticed the guarding angels?
Talk to them
Have an open mind

Some say man is sinful
And cannot be friends with the ancient one
So i was there
Waiting for him
Beside the lake
Underneath the huge trees
Walking along the beach
I continued my journey.......

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

The Wall


Over the horizon
Where the unknown lies
A distant cry calls me
Inviting creatures in my head
Talking about how they died


Great walls in front of us
We have to design our escape
Into the place
Where the green fields left untouched
The young boy smiling
Sailing his way to his home

No matter how hard we tried
We could not break free
From the silent armies of fantasies

Today we are happy
My head is lighter
Flying with the birds
And climbing with the tides
Reaching far away places
And the great wall behind us........

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

A Hazy Night


Have you ever seen death?
Have you ever been closest to it?
Well,its the moment
To know yourself
Who you truly are

Its the time
When your fear vanish
The feeling of complete ecstasy
And if it kiss you good-bye
It will haunt you
At times when
Flashing memories plays
In your garden

One thursday night
I was much closer to death
Maybe his twin brother
Forced him to leave
When i was down
I could feel the silence
Among the noise
Red lights flashing past me
Which looked like demons
In childhood horror movies

Ladies and gentlemen
Presenting you a madness show
By my soul
Singing,dancing,running
Across the garden of Eden

The strong push
From the chilling wind
I try to resist
I bow my head down
Silent salutation
To the king

People think you are dead
But you are just sleeping
Beneath the stars
Wrapped in a blanket
Of your innocence...

Saturday, January 28, 2012

A Puzzle To Crack


wake up
from the ashes of your past
walk down the road
where strangers meet
light up the face
with your dreams
watch your reflections
in the rain drops
stories dissolved in your face
i reach an end
or its just an illusion?
a problem to solve
a puzzle to crack

beneath the stars
lies the answer
of our existence
the music never stopped
we have gone deaf
a disease incurable
solitary confinement
suffocating silence
when will you get out?
i reach an end
or its just an illusion?
a problem to solve
a puzzle to crack


slaves of your mind
lost in your own forest
living under demons canopies
time does sure cheat
fear of losing evrything now
chained you are
to your darkest dreams
you have gone too far
leaving behind your soul
i reach an end
or its just an illusion?
a problem to solve
a puzzle to crack



The Song Will Remain The Same?

my dreams are riding on a turbulent waves
on a dark night when the moon shows you the way
will you hold my hand
and walk down the beach
when the shadows of our souls
touch our feet
washing away the sins
blessed love under the sky
distant sound of a baby born
a life dancing on the horizon
do u think we will ever return?
do u think the song will remain the same?

Monday, January 16, 2012

TAINTED LOVE

Trapped i am
to the scenic beauty of a woman
clinged to her
like the old curtains
too often i have
landed in a room
that has no doors
I ll shine
like a drop of dew
in the morning sun
and vanish
one day you ll repent
the murder
of my every second
a candle lit
in the middle of a
darkened room
shadowy eyes peeping out
for the moon
strangled by the chains
of tainted love
who will marvel at this song of life?
or who will buy his light??

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Letter from Pam to Jim


Baby, i love you
its not just a feeling

sitting in my bedroom alone
listening to your songs
thinking back to when we met.
thinking how much
I really miss you.


Jim,i hate you
you are a good poet
but the worst one u wrote
was our life

You are selfish and mean
you always wanted to win
that you forgot me

Do u remember the story
of how you followed me
from the beach to love street
climbing the walls
across the garden
the first time we meet
the first kiss
the first love

Baby,you remember our first fight
n if i say
you were right
would you come back to me?
would you kiss me?

Last night i saw you sing
with the doors
i saw your hairs and eyes
held that fading sunlight

The world sees u as
a vision,
as a wiseman,
as a poet and
as a musician
but to me,i see you Jim
as someone
who was too gentle for the world

i find myself in darkness
which you wrote
holding your diaries
and searching you
forever I'll whisper

I'll whisper 'I love you.'
I hope you hear me calling
because you know my whispers true.
i beg you Jim
take me to your side

I just want to tell you,

i think of you every moment of the day
and how much I love you
Words would never even say.

I MISS U JIM.......




Monday, January 9, 2012

A Night of A Drug Addict


Drugs bring my world crashing down
creeps down into my insecurities
exposed i am to those who know me
and to those who tend to pry

And in a second
I feel the kick of a shot
leaving me nude & unable to feel
I start to choke
short of breath
hammers inside my head

There is no point in running now
have reached a dead end
I face danger from all sides
n i cnt feel my face

Paranoia becomes my boss
i try to break free
from the chains
i try to escape
i open my eyes
floating in the clouds of smoke
lying naked in my revolving bed
tryin to figure out the first dope
n the first high
tryin to realize my dreams
and what have i done
with my crackhead

The start was awesome
on my way up
i caught up with the moon
and the shining stars
picking up knowledge as i fly

my world was different from urs
and it had less pollution and crime
riding high on emotions
promises that dont even fucking remember

I no longer am wat i am
pumping my lungs into chemicals
banging the doors into my head

i ll crash into the night
n ll die tonight

The stories the same
& conclusions are different
the night cries out and
the sun will shine

but the next morning something happened
the sun betrayed and
the day was dark n cold

I always feared the sirens
and the red lights
twinged and panged
i lay on bed no.3 of room 666
covered in blood sheets
lying hopeless
n waiting for complete darkness

There is one short thing
i need to do
i turned my devil around
a tear rolled down my cheeks
n i just had what i needed

By the time you ll know me
i ll be long gone
chemical explorations of my inner world
was not just a waste of time
it was a waste of life
tomorrow a new day will start
the sun will shine n
a precious life will be saved.....



dedicated to all drug addicts.."SAY NO TO DRUGS"



Sunday, January 8, 2012

GIRL IN WHITE


i found your cute eyes looking at me
invoking constant rhythm of timeless wonder

you were so close but so far

will u dance with me at the sohos bar


Girl in white as the purest of angels

indpendent & strong

you are the rarest of jewels

I can make you mine

taste your lips of wine



Any time, night or day

m dreaming my life away

baby i ll become your dreams

slip through your eyelids and

into the depth of your dreams

well babe,even if you are not with me

i smile coz i ll have
the opportunity to steal thee
from my dreams

any time of life

you come across a butterfly

that sits on your palm and
never fly

juz close your eyes

kiss me and
i ll then rest in peace...

THE ISLAND

we are in the middle of a big ocean
sailing & drifting our ways
we dont know where we are going
our eyes looking and searching for an island
but no human ever made that far
drifting our ways to the evil side
where we all will be lost
while some will shine
like the treasure in the deepest levels of ocean
but no one will ever make it to the island

A STRANGE WALK


i like to walk alone
by the busy streets of the city
to dissolve in the untold stories
at times a cool breeze
feels my senses
i close my eyes n
i look above
i see the picture of the moon
encompassed by the reflections of darkness
feeling love and fighting the abaddon.

ANOTHER GET-TOGETHER

wen ol frenz meet
n a n8 full of booze n weed

beer gv us the ticket to ride
jim took us to the other side

dj did rocked d kitchen
we all had to fight 4 d chicken

dancing wid d tunes of hippie songs
come on baby,light andr bong

the n8 is dead and d day juz born
andr get2gedr highly gone
Manpreet Singh Satwat Bagchi Basudev Bandopadhyay Debarun Chakraborty Arindam Bose Arnab Majumdar Suvankar Sarkar

MY TRIBUTE TO JIM MORISSON-THE poet


MY FRIEND JIM

He was always along for the ride
and now he’s gone to the other side
The American poet, my friend Jim
Why did he die in 71, god bless him
His words and music are my soul
The ultimate orgasm to rock and roll
Drunk, stoned and insane, my friend Jim
a whole new perception coz of him
Any time I am in a world of darkness
feel his music n gone are the days
And God bless the doors
endless music by the california shores
When I go to the other side, the end,
He will be there, my brand new friend
i will ask him"why did u leave dat side?"
n jim wud answer"i never belonged to that side."