Letter from Pam to Jim

Baby, i love you
its not just a feeling
sitting in my bedroom alone
listening to your songs
thinking back to when we met.
thinking how much
I really miss you.

Jim,i hate you
you are a good poet
but the worst one u wrote
was our life

You are selfish and mean
you always wanted to win
that you forgot me

Do u remember the story
of how you followed me
from the beach to love street
climbing the walls
across the garden
the first time we meet
the first kiss
the first love

Baby,you remember our first fight
n if i say
you were right
would you come back to me?
would you kiss me?

Last night i saw you sing
with the doors
i saw your hairs and eyes
held that fading sunlight

The world sees u as
a vision,
as a wiseman,
as a poet and
as a musician
but to me,i see you Jim
as someone
who was too gentle for the world

i find myself in darkness
which you wrote
holding your diaries
and searching you
forever I'll whisper
I'll whisper 'I love you.'
I hope you hear me calling
because you know my whispers true.
i beg you Jim
take me to your side

I just want to tell you,
i think of you every moment of the day
and how much I love you
Words would never even say.

I MISS U JIM.......