i believe GOD created the world in one of his blackouts

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

A Hazy Night


Have you ever seen death?
Have you ever been closest to it?
Well,its the moment
To know yourself
Who you truly are

Its the time
When your fear vanish
The feeling of complete ecstasy
And if it kiss you good-bye
It will haunt you
At times when
Flashing memories plays
In your garden

One thursday night
I was much closer to death
Maybe his twin brother
Forced him to leave
When i was down
I could feel the silence
Among the noise
Red lights flashing past me
Which looked like demons
In childhood horror movies

Ladies and gentlemen
Presenting you a madness show
By my soul
Singing,dancing,running
Across the garden of Eden

The strong push
From the chilling wind
I try to resist
I bow my head down
Silent salutation
To the king

People think you are dead
But you are just sleeping
Beneath the stars
Wrapped in a blanket
Of your innocence...

Saturday, January 28, 2012

A Puzzle To Crack


wake up
from the ashes of your past
walk down the road
where strangers meet
light up the face
with your dreams
watch your reflections
in the rain drops
stories dissolved in your face
i reach an end
or its just an illusion?
a problem to solve
a puzzle to crack

beneath the stars
lies the answer
of our existence
the music never stopped
we have gone deaf
a disease incurable
solitary confinement
suffocating silence
when will you get out?
i reach an end
or its just an illusion?
a problem to solve
a puzzle to crack


slaves of your mind
lost in your own forest
living under demons canopies
time does sure cheat
fear of losing evrything now
chained you are
to your darkest dreams
you have gone too far
leaving behind your soul
i reach an end
or its just an illusion?
a problem to solve
a puzzle to crack



The Song Will Remain The Same?

my dreams are riding on a turbulent waves
on a dark night when the moon shows you the way
will you hold my hand
and walk down the beach
when the shadows of our souls
touch our feet
washing away the sins
blessed love under the sky
distant sound of a baby born
a life dancing on the horizon
do u think we will ever return?
do u think the song will remain the same?

Monday, January 16, 2012

TAINTED LOVE

Trapped i am
to the scenic beauty of a woman
clinged to her
like the old curtains
too often i have
landed in a room
that has no doors
I ll shine
like a drop of dew
in the morning sun
and vanish
one day you ll repent
the murder
of my every second
a candle lit
in the middle of a
darkened room
shadowy eyes peeping out
for the moon
strangled by the chains
of tainted love
who will marvel at this song of life?
or who will buy his light??

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

Letter from Pam to Jim


Baby, i love you
its not just a feeling

sitting in my bedroom alone
listening to your songs
thinking back to when we met.
thinking how much
I really miss you.


Jim,i hate you
you are a good poet
but the worst one u wrote
was our life

You are selfish and mean
you always wanted to win
that you forgot me

Do u remember the story
of how you followed me
from the beach to love street
climbing the walls
across the garden
the first time we meet
the first kiss
the first love

Baby,you remember our first fight
n if i say
you were right
would you come back to me?
would you kiss me?

Last night i saw you sing
with the doors
i saw your hairs and eyes
held that fading sunlight

The world sees u as
a vision,
as a wiseman,
as a poet and
as a musician
but to me,i see you Jim
as someone
who was too gentle for the world

i find myself in darkness
which you wrote
holding your diaries
and searching you
forever I'll whisper

I'll whisper 'I love you.'
I hope you hear me calling
because you know my whispers true.
i beg you Jim
take me to your side

I just want to tell you,

i think of you every moment of the day
and how much I love you
Words would never even say.

I MISS U JIM.......




Monday, January 9, 2012

A Night of A Drug Addict


Drugs bring my world crashing down
creeps down into my insecurities
exposed i am to those who know me
and to those who tend to pry

And in a second
I feel the kick of a shot
leaving me nude & unable to feel
I start to choke
short of breath
hammers inside my head

There is no point in running now
have reached a dead end
I face danger from all sides
n i cnt feel my face

Paranoia becomes my boss
i try to break free
from the chains
i try to escape
i open my eyes
floating in the clouds of smoke
lying naked in my revolving bed
tryin to figure out the first dope
n the first high
tryin to realize my dreams
and what have i done
with my crackhead

The start was awesome
on my way up
i caught up with the moon
and the shining stars
picking up knowledge as i fly

my world was different from urs
and it had less pollution and crime
riding high on emotions
promises that dont even fucking remember

I no longer am wat i am
pumping my lungs into chemicals
banging the doors into my head

i ll crash into the night
n ll die tonight

The stories the same
& conclusions are different
the night cries out and
the sun will shine

but the next morning something happened
the sun betrayed and
the day was dark n cold

I always feared the sirens
and the red lights
twinged and panged
i lay on bed no.3 of room 666
covered in blood sheets
lying hopeless
n waiting for complete darkness

There is one short thing
i need to do
i turned my devil around
a tear rolled down my cheeks
n i just had what i needed

By the time you ll know me
i ll be long gone
chemical explorations of my inner world
was not just a waste of time
it was a waste of life
tomorrow a new day will start
the sun will shine n
a precious life will be saved.....



dedicated to all drug addicts.."SAY NO TO DRUGS"



Sunday, January 8, 2012

GIRL IN WHITE


i found your cute eyes looking at me
invoking constant rhythm of timeless wonder

you were so close but so far

will u dance with me at the sohos bar


Girl in white as the purest of angels

indpendent & strong

you are the rarest of jewels

I can make you mine

taste your lips of wine



Any time, night or day

m dreaming my life away

baby i ll become your dreams

slip through your eyelids and

into the depth of your dreams

well babe,even if you are not with me

i smile coz i ll have
the opportunity to steal thee
from my dreams

any time of life

you come across a butterfly

that sits on your palm and
never fly

juz close your eyes

kiss me and
i ll then rest in peace...

THE ISLAND

we are in the middle of a big ocean
sailing & drifting our ways
we dont know where we are going
our eyes looking and searching for an island
but no human ever made that far
drifting our ways to the evil side
where we all will be lost
while some will shine
like the treasure in the deepest levels of ocean
but no one will ever make it to the island

A STRANGE WALK


i like to walk alone
by the busy streets of the city
to dissolve in the untold stories
at times a cool breeze
feels my senses
i close my eyes n
i look above
i see the picture of the moon
encompassed by the reflections of darkness
feeling love and fighting the abaddon.

ANOTHER GET-TOGETHER

wen ol frenz meet
n a n8 full of booze n weed

beer gv us the ticket to ride
jim took us to the other side

dj did rocked d kitchen
we all had to fight 4 d chicken

dancing wid d tunes of hippie songs
come on baby,light andr bong

the n8 is dead and d day juz born
andr get2gedr highly gone
Manpreet Singh Satwat Bagchi Basudev Bandopadhyay Debarun Chakraborty Arindam Bose Arnab Majumdar Suvankar Sarkar

MY TRIBUTE TO JIM MORISSON-THE poet


MY FRIEND JIM

He was always along for the ride
and now he’s gone to the other side
The American poet, my friend Jim
Why did he die in 71, god bless him
His words and music are my soul
The ultimate orgasm to rock and roll
Drunk, stoned and insane, my friend Jim
a whole new perception coz of him
Any time I am in a world of darkness
feel his music n gone are the days
And God bless the doors
endless music by the california shores
When I go to the other side, the end,
He will be there, my brand new friend
i will ask him"why did u leave dat side?"
n jim wud answer"i never belonged to that side."