A Night of A Drug Addict

Drugs bring my world crashing down
creeps down into my insecurities
exposed i am to those who know me
and to those who tend to pry

And in a second
I feel the kick of a shot
leaving me nude & unable to feel
I start to choke
short of breath
hammers inside my head

There is no point in running now
have reached a dead end
I face danger from all sides
n i cnt feel my face

Paranoia becomes my boss
i try to break free
from the chains
i try to escape
i open my eyes
floating in the clouds of smoke
lying naked in my revolving bed
tryin to figure out the first dope
n the first high
tryin to realize my dreams
and what have i done
with my crackhead

The start was awesome
on my way up
i caught up with the moon
and the shining stars
picking up knowledge as i fly

my world was different from urs
and it had less pollution and crime
riding high on emotions
promises that dont even fucking remember

I no longer am wat i am
pumping my lungs into chemicals
banging the doors into my head

i ll crash into the night
n ll die tonight

The stories the same
& conclusions are different
the night cries out and
the sun will shine

but the next morning something happened
the sun betrayed and
the day was dark n cold

I always feared the sirens
and the red lights
twinged and panged
i lay on bed no.3 of room 666
covered in blood sheets
lying hopeless
n waiting for complete darkness

There is one short thing
i need to do
i turned my devil around
a tear rolled down my cheeks
n i just had what i needed

By the time you ll know me
i ll be long gone
chemical explorations of my inner world
was not just a waste of time
it was a waste of life
tomorrow a new day will start
the sun will shine n
a precious life will be saved.....



dedicated to all drug addicts.."SAY NO TO DRUGS"